xxbleedingmascara

» Sunday, March 21, 2010 / -3:14 PM

end of it

i realise this is life. been there, done it, felt it, experienced it, and hopefully over it.

even the truth is hurting, i started to slow things down. never get rush into things that i'm not ready to face and always wonder. i need to regain it all back. like what Asha have mention in fb, "Time heals everything,Truth tells all." totally agree with ya babe!

now i know what's the true meaning of my blog, bleeding mascara. its like this, i wore mascara to work on 19 March. i wanna look attractive to work of course. when i went back home, i log into my fb account. i check out some interesting stuffs untill i found out some ugly truth which totally break me down and i was very much in a miserable situation that i ever been. oh great, i found out on the day after they get started. woah, i'm so fast!

that's when my mascara started to bleed down my cheeks. never expect he would do this to me. let me repeat, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE HE DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME. i'm never beaten, not defeated but broken. my eyes are hurt and hands shiver.

time will heals everything. memories will stay. which is not the good part. but i still teasure it if we were happen to walk away.

the weather is currently raining. i guess the weather describe the way i felt?

anyway to my closest friends and girlfriends, i will have a new blog. will create it soon. maybe it will be a good bye in this bleeding mascara of mine.

thanks for reading it since July 2007.