xxbleedingmascara

» Thursday, March 11, 2010 / -12:40 AM

so much for the ugly truth

when i stop and stare, i started to think about us. yes, i do miss us. but never mind, no point of forcing the things i wanted and always outta my control.

i trying to done with it. but the pain lives on inside. didn't thought it would be hurtful and left me miserable alone. after i seen that through facebook, i burst out crying my heart out loud and let everything out and feels like every part of me is very dead and sad. i just can't believe it just popped out infront of my eyes.

i've been doing alot of thinking and wonder. well, i know i shouldn't be wondering and such. but these unwanted thoughts are making me like, "WHAT THE F-U-C-K?!". and i have to stop all of these. or i will be miserable, again.. i need to relax. i need alot of time for now. someday, just someday i'll be alright.. i hope..

i don't wanna waste any longer but baby i'm gone. i'm more than what you could ever possibly have, ******. thanks for making me all happy for the thing that i gonna do specially for you. now it feels that it is ruin because of your ugly truth...