"maybe i was stupid 
for telling you goodbye
maybe i was wrong 
for tryin' to pick a fight
i know that i've got issues
but you're pretty messed up too
either way i found out i'm nothing without you."

honey will be 4 days away from me to KL due to work. WTFH!!? >;/ NOT AGAIN.. *sobs* T_T (!!) i will fucking miss him! 

i really REALLY AM SAD NOW.. ring jah right after i get the news. i just don't know what to do. she suggest me not to contact him a day before he's away and apply on it when he's offically away so i could do better things without him. or do things which won't reminds me of him. awwww man this gonna be hard.. life's sucks. if only everything in this world is perfect. THAT WOULD BE FREAKING AWESOME. but, sigh.. xoxo