time check: 2:26 AM. gosh can you imagine, i've been changing/editting my new blog layout for like almost 1hr 30 min? HAHA. wth --" i'm doing this cause i wanna stick to this layout eventho it sooo simple. 

bf and me are doing fine, i think. i really hope he meant his promises and i really really hope i've make a right move. i shouldn't rush things so fast. i need to be patient and it takes time to make everything okay.. if he could only knew on that night, i cried so hard because of missing him.. *memories flashed. last year; 3 weeks he wasn't in spore. first he was at indonesia. 2nd at laos. omg alot of things running thru my mind, "how am i suppost to survive when he's 1000 miles away from me?!? DAMN IT.. ;'/" on that period of time, we were just went steady and had to go sooo far. i waited patiently and always dream/hope/wish he would come back earlier (lol). i was the most happiest girl when he called me fom indon. eventho our conversation wasn't that long, he had put me the biggest smile that i almost cried of joy. jumping up and down like some mad girl. LOL!

now, bby is relaxing under the moon at his friend's chalet. just received a text from him saying, "i miss you so much! i wish we go till my last breath..." haha awwww.. you know, it's really hard for me to let go everything that we have shared since 24 november 08.. so i gotta be strong ;) 

ok need to lay my booty on my bed now. bed's calling me!! xoxo