after school, i told auntie my most stupidest decision that i almost wanted to make which affected my whole life. WTF. around 7pm plus, had dinner together with auntie, fatinah & bros. omg!! only God knows how much i miss her. i hugged her tighly which is another action word for saying, "I MISS YOU LA GILER!" HAHAHAHA.

there are actually three things that kept running thru my head. let me keep it as personal and just say one of the most important thang that i wanna share. sometimes i feel that he doesn't give me enough love that i expect more. i'll do my best to be understandable. he often falling sick, yes i'm being kenciong and worry about him. even von bby advice me to try understand his feelings and why he acting towards me like this. but all i can see is that, our conversation is getting lesser each day. is it me or him notice there's smth different? or i just being sensitive and mood swing? i wanna scream my lungs! like whenever i need him, it's either he don't understand or just wanna joke around with me but when it comes to serious matter, give me some encouragement or smth to cool me down la. okok, joking with me is a no problem thing but serious time please when i have no mood for kidding.. i'm sorry i text you those things that shouldn't be made. like what von told me that it is a bad move to make. bby, i'm really am sorry.. i love you and you must know that no matter what, i will hold on and never let go the love we're having now.. rest well && get well soon k love *hugs&kisses*

three awesome ppl that i fucking love the most adviced me things that affected me recently. they really brighten up my day and make me feel confident that there's always this thing to turn me into a better future && not emotional sensitive. weee! xoxo