there are alot of things going on in my life but it's alright now. i've made mistake and now i learn from my mistakes. by not repeating it over and over again. i guess it effected me due of the past life. i should totally forget that part because right now i'm facing new school, and also new friends. don't because of that, i have to think they're the same person that i used to know. apologied, forgive and forget. 

today: school, settled things, share tears with emily (aww), sleep for long hours after school, meet my love and hang at zeila's place with ain.

to my love:

"And as I hold your body near 
I'll see this month through to a year 
And then forever on 
Till life is gone 
I'll keep your loving near 

And now I've finally found my way 
To lead me down this lonely road 
All I have to do 
Is follow you 
To lighten up my load

And when I feel like hope is gone 
You give me strength to carry on 
Each time I look at you 
There's something new 
To keep our loving strong 
I hear you whisper in my ear 
All of the words I long to hear 
Of how you'll always be 
Here next to me 
To wipe away my tears"

sayang used to sing this to me. currently i'm listening to Like a rose by A1 and reminded me of our memories. xoxo