xxbleedingmascara

» Sunday, March 2, 2008 / -2:12 PM

okay, tag replyssss
warda> hello warda!! i miss ya laaa.. ok thats good. u're linked! ;D
fatinah> hahaha yea yeaaa.. mepek je. lol. and ape la johanis, nk kasi kain lap die beh die injured. LOL!!
zielaaa> hahaha ok kesian petom. kteorg akan gi, jng risau.
moyang> lol! btol ape.. cannot tahan seh buat. mcm nk koyak je tu papers. hehe.
R> okay cool. tot u're a witch doctor or mind reader. haha.
zarifah> huh? who?? haha. yea so cant wait.

yesterday was tiring yet fun. wow im the senior to the ncpcc cadets. weeeee.. haha. after training, went to usual place to eat and mostly slack. with nunu and pah. pah went home first right after makan. left us. walked ard. then library then garden plaza.

we shared our problems together. woa, its been long! exchange probs. i told her everything what just happened in my life currently. well, im gald i have such a UNDERSTANDING FRIEND. i love you la nurul syahidah binte yunos!! she understands how i feel deep inside my heart which always locked and dont wanna people know abt it. and same goes to my other friends. not forgetting my bestie cuz, fatinah :D aww, im extra baik huh here? hehe. man, i love them!

sometimes i hate my dad. he's always forced me to do things that i dont wanna do. he doesnt understands me at all. i just wanna go on my own way, for this time. well dad, its my fucking life. if i regret, its MY problem!! im a big girl now. i know whats right fer me. problems in my life ALWAYS COME AND GO. who says it cannot be solved? day by day im facing probs. do what do u care? u dont even give a fuck if i wanna commit suicide.

SIGH...
once again, to the people i love, thnks fer understanding me! i dont need people to care abt me, i need some understanding.

and yay during march hols, there will be a camp which is the ncpcc camp. cool lah. oh yeah, today is alr march. goodbye to feb and hello to MARCH. well, feb was kinda a good mth. im soooo looking toward to march. 1st obvious reason is: one week hols. 2nd reason: hanging out with them. 3rd: CAMPING! oh, did i mention slpover? weeeeeeeee~

March; pls be a gr8 moth fer me. i wanna happiness. no more shits happen.

i've been eating fast food. today the whole day i didnt eat at home. just now had mendaki. i was kinda late. meet dirah and ain at macdonal near yew tee shopping mall. dirah gave me the coupon, breakfast there. talk3. off to class. i packed my milo and aidil hotstuff go take my milo and put on his table, NABEHH! lol. during eng lesson, mdm lee talked abt family tree. i had to go infront to write my family generation. i tot need to write ALL the details tau, only my name, dad and mum. -.- lol! lucky lar.. then talked about khawin! jeng3. then dirah said tt ain's bro will be ur future husband! OMG. ain and me kept laughing our ass off uh. hahahaha. i told ain to tell her mum everything what dirah mention. haha!

after class, meet zarifah at usual place. she asked me to accompany her to ntuc. i bought my own stuffs and she belanje me naked fish. thnks la ehhh. night: family dinner. see told ya currently i ate outside not inside. get it? inside means in my house. HAHA OK MEREPEK.

i get excited over littlest things.
littlest things make my life great.
hope tt will stay forever, pls?