» Thursday, February 28, 2008 / -4:06 PM

- firstly, im not okay/fine.
- i hate when people lied to me as in REALLY A BIG FAT LIAR.
- i really need a break like going to the beach or starbucks with them!

- i am still not satisfied.
- i dont seem to understand you when i try to catch up the making stories of yours. {drama queen}
- lately i feel so crushed, angry and sensitive. dont know why.

i dont know whats happening to me. since she started to talk shit. and maybe beacuse of tt? he thought i was having the red light. LOL which is so not true. i notice some guys are caring to me. its like they knew im facing something. example like; nas and some others. i wonder how the hell nas knew? "i can see that u're having something that dont wanna tell me" uhh, smth like tt. is he a bomoh or what? and i threw my temper at him cos im too mad + frustrated larr. even my tuition teacher was asking me am i okay or not. hmm.. okay, how they all know im not okay!!? lol.

i just wanna act normal like nth happen to me currently. cos thats not a key to happiness. haha. but still, im sooo angry lar why must you be a pretender..