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Monday, May 25, 2009
/ -7:10 PM
another day without you with me. it feels like forever.
before my 16th bday, i wish i'd find someone special & accept me for who i am. untill i met you. i thought i will never find someone like you till i found out we're meant for each other. one specially/unqiue thing about you is that, we share the same bday. okay not only that, when i used to say you irritated me, i was wrong. you actually proven to me that you love me. you're different than any boys i've dated. you shown me what is real love && that's the main reason why i accept you to be in my life.
during end of november, you told me the most saddest news; 3 weeks you have to be away from not only me & also away from spore. i turned into mournful for the whole 3 damn super long weeks without you. everything i did, i put a fake smile. lost interest in whatever i do. when you called me all the way from indon/msg me from laos, you gave me the non-stop biggest smile on my face & jump on my bed like freaking mad pig!!! i even told my mum everything. LOL! sweetest momory!
i miss moon tanning. another of my sweetest momory. i get to spend time with my love under the full moon. untill i accidentally fall asleep. hehe. i will never ever let go what i have right now. i was stupid for almost letting go someone special like you. i hate when it comes to goodbyes. when you send me home, never fails i hold your hand really tight cos the feeling is like, i wanna pull you to stay with me but too bad there is a ending of the story. but there will never be a ending between us! let me change into a flower for you. for sure, i won't stop loving you. cos you're my boyfriend/love/drug/everything. muacks! xoxo!