JOB! i must believe in myself that i can make it thru. i must believe that i can do it. being a freaking cashier is not that easy okay. handling money and stuffs are wayyy scary la. i have to ignore those stupid customers who give me negative comments. lets pray that i have a better tomorrow.
FAMILY! even though we don't always hang out as a family like we used to like travling around the world and having dinner together, i want to let it all out that i really miss having those outing. it really really really hurts me deeply when everyone in my family working and less hanging out. so yes.. i also started work already so i have to give out time too.
FRIENDS! let me say to those people; fit, nunu, khai. do you know that i miss the good old days when we were together?? like FULLERTON STARBUCKS. when we get boring, we went there to chill, laugh out loud, order drinks and talk almost everything till we totally forget to go home. we even get to know the worker when fit wears starbucks shirt :P oh yeah, from far east to esplanade. that was seriously fun man! not forgetting my other 3 close friends; zeila, ain and nabilah. you guys are amazing. thanks for being there for me. even though we were not as close as i expected, i know you guys will contact me after we get to go to our seperate ways right? amira, you can always get your time with your boyfriend but i want you to know that don't ever forget me. it's being like what. more than 1 week i never hang with ya. so how? i totally miss you! make yourself free and tell me soon alright? i love you people lots!!
my special friend, campbell. to be honest, ever since you came into my life i thought you are irritating. you told me that you wanna be a better person and yes i trust you. i believe you can do it. i want to listen to you, not others. as a friend, i will definitely tell what i don't like about you. so it will slowly make you into better person. not only that, i feel loved by someone. and that someone is you. you always there for me every night, make me smile and laugh. i really do appreciate you. thanks for making me alive. i always thought that people like you didn't exist. yes i do have my friends. they rock but you're much different than what i think. i might be everything you hate yet everything you love, everything you want, need and wish. so again, make up your mind. eventhough we're not together it's nice to know that you are there, care for me and making me feel like i'm the only one. i love you bestfriend. take care of yourself when you're away from singapore!! i will miss you like crazyyyy..
MY FUTURE! i want to get the course i always wanted to have; tourism! let's pray hard and hopefully i can get what i want for my future.