xxbleedingmascara

» Tuesday, July 22, 2008 / -12:33 PM

"happy on outside, crush inside"

somehow, everything's gonna fall right into place. people don't know how i've been thru lately in this damn life. when i fall, i pick up myself and go on. i have to be independent. i don't let people make me feel down, ever again. i want to full fill what i really want. yeah!

first period in school was dnt. while mr koh was telling us what we should do before submit our artefact and all, i was kinda of didn't pay much attention to him. hmm, so he notice like there was something wrong with me. he kept asking what was wrong with me, was i okay or not. suddenly i started crying by covering my eyes with a tissue paper. well, i can't help it. it's not his fault but uh, it makes me feel sad when he kept asking. sighs! nabilah was there for me. asking what's wrong and all those stuffs. well, i just keep it to myself. it's not like i do not wanna tell her but it's kinda of personal and i really have to forget all about it. curtain people know, but they haven't know the true of it. only my cousin and aunt truly understand my situation.

so tomorrow, buy oh-so-awesome book with couzzeh. yay at last. they even have discount too :D anyway, malay oral is tomorrow. so all the best to me and guys.

you're so truly deeply hated.