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life's have to move on as my heart says my soul is dying. sometimes i feel like dont want to continue or just leave it and move on. i just dont care anymore. i have to stop thinking and nurul told me before, we go to school is to study not them. our friendship is much different from last year or last 2 years. i think i better off alone. whatever is it, i still have my family/cousins and my two closest friends, nunu and zarifah who still there for me. we're already sec 3 and still have this kind of probs. can we have a talk or smth? so that i can cleary understand. u said i've changed? like what! im still me okay. i wont change unless there a very good reason on it. do u know how sad it is when u guys left me alone. are u like trying to tell me smth? tell me then. i just keep quiet and move on. how long can i stand it? like what nurul said, i shldnt think too much and i still have life to move on. thats right! but its kept bothering me. kinda having this feeling that i rather speak out to each other than keeping in my heart. whatever is it, im sorry for whatever i did to u which i didnt realise. but if u guys dont accept it, well i dont ask for everything.

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